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 +I want to apologize for not being the person I would like to be. For years I have been excited about going to college and studying something that I love. I could not wait for that time to come. Little did I realize it was going to be very different than I thought. I thought that since I was choosing a subject that I was actually interested in, I would want to fully commit all of my time and energy into what I was doing. I feel like I have been rushed to chose something and I didn't get time to think about what that something was. I would love to be the student who is motivated and can get the perfect grades but I simply am not. It is not that I chose something I didn't love, because I did, but because I love so much I am not sure that I chose the one I love the most. I am a very creative individual and I need a career that fits that piece of the puzzle. I would also love to be the student who could show up on time, everyday to class but because of the amount of homework and life events that have been thrown at me, I find it difficult to get a healthy amount of sleep, do all of my homework, and attend every class on time. I am not a morning person and I am the biggest procrastinator in the world. Those are things that I have to work on, and I think that requires putting a pause on my college education to figure those out. I have considered my options and have come to the conclusion that I am not going to continue on next semester. It has been a hard decision to make but I truly believe that it is the right one. Although I may be leaving college, I am not going to give up trying to make something of myself. I still have a lot to research and think about but I am considering taking an online course or going to trade school. I would just like a little bit of time to think that decision through. With that being said, I did not complete last weeks assignments and I have missed more of this class than I want to have missed. I do apologize for that. It is very unlike me to be the person I have been this semester. I know my apologies may not seem sincere since I often have to apologize for the same few things, but, I truly mean it. I am going to try and finish out this semester with the most enthusiasm that I can offer. Even though I may not be continuing after the semester ends, I may decide I want to come back to school someday and would like to be off to the best start that I can be. I still have to do the projects for this week. I am going to try and get them done correctly and on time. I truly enjoy the contents of this class even if it may not seem like it. It is just hard to gather up the energy to do things that are very time consuming and that seem like they have no end.
 +It is always a rewarding feeling when I reach the end of a project, especially in this class. Even if it feels like that, I am going to try and stick it out for the rest of the semester. Here's to a strong finish! (I hope).
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